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Pain, A Short Short Story

Pain. It came at her so suddenly that she didn't have time to brace herself for it. She frowned and clenched her fists at her sides. She wasn't supposed to feel this...this hurt.
She felt suddenly helpless. This couldn't happen, this just couldn't! She thought she'd handled herself pretty well. She'd kept her distance and hadn't committed her heart. She had actually prided herself at being so mature about it. But this, this pain...
It contradicted everything.
Unconsciously, she raised her eyes up once more. They were still there, standing together across the street. Smiling into each other's eyes. Holdin

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- p i e c e s -numb, as a wound that has gone past all pain a feeling swept away can i find it? i want it! to fly over everything else and go straight to when it's over and done with is it even possible? i am tired, and i don't want to cry any more don't want to waste any more tears haven't you had enough? this farce has gone on for far too long and my faith in you is far too shattered for me to consider putting the pieces back together those pieces, i'll put them in a little black pouch tie the string tight, hide them away somewhere while harboring a secret dream that - p i e c e s -
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Secretamidst the noise and chatter of people who couldn't care less about you and me i stare like a child enthralled at the sparkle and infinite mischief in your laughing eyes.
i wish i was a braver girl, brave enough to tell you that your naughty smile sends sweet shivers down my spine and that your touch drowns out everything around us -- the pointless chitchat of garrulous women, the discordant bellowing of mindless drunks -- all of them gone in an instant the moment your fingers touch mine.
but i am a coward, so i guess i will hav Secret
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Night of the Full Moonbeneath this pale yellow moon i stand alone, to wait for you. the sand rankles the soles of my feet do they dare defy my presence here?
no one shall judge the stance i take below this endless starry sky. i bow to no one. i fear no one.
my silent lips hunger for your name. should i call out to you now?
but this heart, this heart stifles the voice that builds inside of me. is it for love that i wait here for you?
or is it for that tell-tale warmth, that sweet, sweet scent of life flowing through your veins?
your blo Night of the Full Moon
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4 years!

Mon Mar 2, 2009, 11:10 PM

I was looking at my profile header and it says "Deviant for 4 years." Whoa! Hontou desu ka?

Has it really been that long?

One doesn't really notice the years fly by... I guess until it's birthday time, and then you start feeling the acute pain of still wanting to do so much more.

Who thought up the concept of time, anyway?

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I finally got myself copies of Arashi's Believe PV and Oh-chan's Kumorinochi, Kaisei! Ohno is sooo cute here. I love it when he does solos.

As usual, Jun was wearing something weird again in Believe. I notice he sometimes wears some unusual get-ups in PVs, like the poncho thing in Kaze ni Mukou e and the coat/jacket in Sakura Sake. In Believe, he reminded me of a billiards player.

But oh well, he looked OK. Then again, why am I even paying attention to Jun?

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Listening to: Ohno Satoshi - Rain
Reading: David Eddings - The Sapphire Rose
Watching: Ryusei no Kizuna
Playing: Dragon Quest V (DS)
Drinking: vanilla coffee

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Current Residence: A place where storms chase each other and rice cripples your purse.
Print preference: postcard, letter/A4, or a mug would be great!
Interests: photography, poetry and prose-writing, history, fantasy fiction
Favourite movie: LOTR, Hero, Constantine, The House of Flying Daggers
Favourite band or musician: L'Arc~en~Ciel
Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite poet or writer: poet: pablo neruda, sylvia plath | writer: David Eddings
Operating System: WinXP
MP3 player of choice: currently using winamp
Favourite game: Seiken Densetsu 3 ^^
Favourite gaming platform: SNES. Lolz.
Personal Quote: "If I don't write to empty my mind, I go mad." -- borrowed from Lord Byron
Tools of the Trade: a trusty old thesaurus, thesaurus.com, pages of printed references, & the voices in my head